Thursday, February 25, 2010

just some outfits i enjoy, and if not i think the woman wearing it is BEAUTIFUL





fresh white socks, morning sun, i just really liked this photo




















I really enjoy the boots this girl is wearing, and her long denim shirt, on black. mm ive found myself wearing a simialiar outfit the past few days. not to mention her hair is the length im dreaming mine was.

























beautiful asain, in a speedo.























hello hat, and belly shirt, this look will be flooding williamsburg.

creative process

" the creative process is a process of surrender, not control" - Julia Cameron

shes says it best i suppose, the past couple days i have been searching my inner weirdness to come up with a visual concept of what i would like to portray in my next art piece... It is not coming to me as easy as usual. I am feeling like i need to be inspired, which is also a frustration factor, because i feel like working off of inspirations ONLY, is not a good thing. I am sure it will come to me within a matter of time, until then i can work on maing things that are less meaningful to me, and more just for the sake of producing.

Saturday, February 20, 2010

saturday nights

arent so awsome in indianapolis, i live in an incest pool.

Thursday, February 18, 2010

growth in understanding dressed up as a woman.

i am understanding that only i can be the one who understands what i am saying, there are to many layers, to many contexts.

Monday, February 15, 2010

2010

PART 1
I don't understand why the astronomers responsible for naming new-found objects are so devoid of flair. Here's a prime example: They found a blazar, or blazing quasi-stellar object, in a faraway galaxy. It's powered by a supermassive black hole that's 10 billion times larger than our sun. Why did they give this fantastic oddity the crushingly boring name "Q0906+6930"? Couldn't they have called it something like "Queen Anastasia" or "Blessed Quasimodo" or "Gastromopolopolis"? I trust you won't be as lazy in your approach to all the exotic discoveries you're going to be making in 2010, Aries. Start getting your imagination in top shape. Make sure it's primed and ready for your upcoming walkabout to the far reaches of reality.

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PART 2
What influences do you really, really need to say goodbye to? The next six months will provide you with ample motivation and opportunity to finally bid those farewells. What long-term cycle really, really needs to be drawn to a close, no more hemming and hawing, all loose ends tied up and all mixed signals clarified? Again, the time between now and the middle of June will bring you the necessary inspiration to make it happen. But it'll take deep thought and sustained work and an expanded sense of humor, so get started soon.

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PART 3
One of my favorite landscape painters makes a livable wage from selling her art. She has had many gallery showings and has garnered much critical acclaim. That's the good news. The bad news is that she feels obligated to keep churning out more landscape paintings -- even when her muse nudges her to take a detour into, say, abstract expressionism or surrealistic portraits. Galleries don't want anything from her except the stuff that has made her semi-famous. "Sometimes I fantasize about creating a series of 'Sock Puppet Monkeys Playing Poker,'" she told me. If she were an Aries, I'd advise her to do what I think you should do in 2010: Listen to what your version of the sock puppet monkeys are urging you to do.

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PART 4
The Earth's north magnetic pole is not the same as the geographic North Pole. If you take out a compass to orient yourself toward due north, the compass arrow will actually point toward a spot in the frigid wilds of Canada. But what's really odd is that the north magnetic pole has been on the move since 1904 -- scientists don't know exactly why -- and has dramatically sped up in recent years. According to National Geographic, it's now zooming toward Siberia at the rate of almost 40 miles per year. I suspect that your own metaphorical version of magnetic north will also be changing in 2010, Aries. By January 2011, the homing signal you depend on to locate your place in reality may have migrated significantly.

yes. they are that next level shit



stop my playlist to play this.

modern marvels
i walked in on her, i split in two, this is no way to live, it hit me so hard, so hard.
hold back, self control, tortured is that of my soul. and the patterns in noise, are all but what i avoid.
it takes me there and i started to cry, for the last time until im in love again.

bike porn

















































i like it. makes me feel like riding. and getting nakied

nail salon art. patrick nagel.

supervillian strikes again,

Ahhhh. relaxing after a wonderful and entertaining weekend in chicago. got to do some shopping, found lots of good sales. got a couple new pairs of shoesies, which i am very excited about, checked into my hotel, which was entertainment in itself, something like out of a palahniuk read, twisted, real, and not something in which the mainstream recognizes. There was a plexiglass mirror over my bed, and an old 80s poster that you might also find in a nail salon, that reads "ECSTASY" in cursive underneath an outline of a silhouetted woman holding a rose. there was gum stuck in the red carpet, the rust colored paint extended past the trim to the ceiling. cigarette burns in the comforter, one large, but multiple, reminding how many people have been in and out of this bed. uck, i found a mission, which was to find an alternate sleeping situation. so i hid my things in the shower, which i later found out only gave a drip wash when turned on full blast, making for the ideal whores bath. hehe.
anyhow, i put on my black tights, and short black heels and took off to go witness a meet-up, with the mighty mos, and the supervillian in flesh, DOOM.
after waiting outside, in the cold of a winter night in chicago for about a a half hour, i make it inside, much after the time promoted as the
start of the show. I find a dj on stage, not mos defs, not dooms. lucky me i haven't missed anything. and so i find my way to the spot i feel will be best, and wait, and then for the next 5 hours, im experiencing the opening acts to the headliners. BBU, a hip hop trio from chicago, comical, but def. not vibing on the level the crowd was coming with, so they eventually are booed to their last song. then comes Mike Relm, a cat from San Francisco. He starts spinning and has video edited simultaneous to the music, it was quite entertaining, but still the crowd was to ready for the mellow, retrospect they would find themselves in when the headliners arrived. Finally 130 am rolls around, and mos def hits the stage, everyone gets thier second wind and is hyped. Mos brought a very lyrical set through, and stuck with newer stuff. Some people were bummed about that, but in my opinion, they are listening to a man who is ahead of his circumstance, an artist who is inspiring progress, and i think this is very clear in his music. Hes tackling the now, hes writing music about the current things hes experiencing. Would it be more meaningful if he was always reflecting when he performed. go home. listen to that cd when you want to go there. and then its over, mos def leaves the stage as Doom's hype man enters, and then here we all are, that things weve all stood for HOURS waiting for is happening, but suddenly a feeling of angst sweeps, and everyone is paying very close attention to the performance of the alleged mf doom. I know, i cant take my eyes off of the microphone, and the mouth behind it, and the hype men are hyping, and the speakers are filled with their heavy breathing, but for some reason, mf doom barely is taking breaths between words, "its amazing, he sounds just like his album", i say to myself sarcastically, as i switch my vision to the dj behind him, who is obviously pretending to spin. From here, i look at the foreign beauty next to me, and ask, " where is it from here?" im not as disappointed as i thought i would have been, mos def really did it for me, and it gave me more time to enjoy chicago, on a cold winter night, for what it really is. en amour avec le monde.



Friday, February 12, 2010

the saddest part of a broken heart isnt so much the ending, as it is the start
-feist

Sunday, February 7, 2010

round and round and round

The past two weeks have put the green back in my eyes, i have noticed it all day today. i feel magical again

im blogging an awful lot today

i couldnt only get the explosion














but, this is whats on mind

white wonders.

winter is starting to look up, i dont mind it as much when it gives me a white world to examine.

self reliance is strong these days, and i have a new place to pour good energy into.

my days have been filled with indian food, tea drinking with my sister, and listening, to LOTS and LOTS of dance music, and of course dancing along with it.

Tuesday, February 2, 2010