swimming

im lost and none of you are helping me. im roaming with a bunch of lost children. and when im struggling instead of advice and good vibes, i feel like my walls are caving in and im sinking into the world from where my body is planted.

and im not what i seem, and im starting to go deeper into introversion. i wonder if im reeeping a bad energy ive sown. i was only trying to help, and im not this good at this yet. im not really sure i can follow the line backwards to see what was originally right and what was originally wrong and im pretty sure thats where it all starts.

this is the first time that many of my questions have been given an opportunity to be answered.

this is the first time that the silvery sun of winter has kept me this long.